update? why not!

yes, it's 3 a.m. yes, i'm still awake. had some folks over for some movie fun and a few drinks and damn it all, i'm not tired yet.
things i'm realizing:
1. i am a hateful person at times (as in, i hate things.)
2. i hold grudges for far too long (however, some grudges you need to hang on to for a long time when they are REALLY worth it).
3. after drinking a bit, these silly grudges that really don't mean anything anymore can still rear their ugly heads, thus making me sound far more hateful than i actually am.
4. i am a force to be reckoned with.
5. #4 really isn't true.
6. but i wish i felt that way sometimes.
7. which is one of the perks of alcohol.
8. because it makes you feel that way.
9. which is why i don't drink very often.

see? many realizations.