losing my soul, one sim at a time

so i've recently been given a copy of Sims Breakin' Out to help ease the pain of unemployment. to preface this, i should note that i applied for several jobs today before my three-hour sims extravaganza. and in these three hours i began to HATE the character i created. her name is trudy. she's a little bit gothy. she has a job (which is more than i can say for myself) and a few computer-generated friends. her first roommate mimi was fine, but then she moved in with dudley and he is such a slob. but you know what? sims people leave dirty dishes on the floor. and then they have about six seconds before they pee on the floor. and dudley keeps telling her she stinks (and i bathe her plenty!) and he never cleans up after himself and then makes fun of her when she looks tired! and she doesn't have enough time in the day with her job and cleaning up after his lazy surfboarding ass to actually bathe and sleep and then she just passes right out wherever she happens to be!

and she can never get into a good enough mood to get a promotion at her job, so she can't afford to get her own place. and i try, i really really try to help gothy trudy as best i can..but it's never good enough.

i'll just have to try more tomorrow! after i apply for more jobs, that is.