Saturday, March 31, 2007
Friday, March 30, 2007
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
someone in this office will pay...
a cell phone just rang and the ringtone? gwen stefani. and now i have some effing "sweet escape" song stuck in my head and IT WON'T GO AWAY.
all is lost. someone's gonna pay for this....
all is lost. someone's gonna pay for this....
i suppose it had to happen eventually...
... that i'd be REALLY MISERABLE AND HORRIBLY FUCKING CRANKY FROM NOT SMOKING. i've been upbeat for the most part, but HOLY CRAP i feel awful right now. it's as though i'm two point three seconds away from shouting out all the horrible, nasty, mean-spirited things i have rattling around in my brain at all times. at least i'll get some good snidecards out of it.
Monday, March 26, 2007
my really fucked up teeth
last summer i spent a lot of money getting some root canals. i put off the crown process until my dental insurance kicked in, which i now have and was planning on getting finished up in mid april b/c my insurance is AMAZING.
however....
last night i was chewing some nicotine gum. i chewed on the right side of my mouth where a root canaled tooth is pretty brittle and BAM, the temporary filling pulls out. so now i have these canals that i fear are exposed and am pretty concerned about the following:
1. getting food stuck in this tooth, causing an infection
2. having to miss work for a freaking dentist appointment (esp. since i have to miss work for a lame cyst-ectomy. maybe i should make all appointments for the same day...)
3. not being able to chew nicotine gum b/c i don't want this to happen again
4. smoking from stress of not using nicotine gum (patches don't work well for me)
5. the toothache i'm beginning to experience as a result of my exposed canals.
so tomorrow's plan: call dentist office and figure out the next step. i think it will be a tooth buildup and a crown. and that will start off the long journey toward a mouth of more stable teeth. THIS IS THE SUCK.
however....
last night i was chewing some nicotine gum. i chewed on the right side of my mouth where a root canaled tooth is pretty brittle and BAM, the temporary filling pulls out. so now i have these canals that i fear are exposed and am pretty concerned about the following:
1. getting food stuck in this tooth, causing an infection
2. having to miss work for a freaking dentist appointment (esp. since i have to miss work for a lame cyst-ectomy. maybe i should make all appointments for the same day...)
3. not being able to chew nicotine gum b/c i don't want this to happen again
4. smoking from stress of not using nicotine gum (patches don't work well for me)
5. the toothache i'm beginning to experience as a result of my exposed canals.
so tomorrow's plan: call dentist office and figure out the next step. i think it will be a tooth buildup and a crown. and that will start off the long journey toward a mouth of more stable teeth. THIS IS THE SUCK.
Sunday, March 25, 2007
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Friday, March 23, 2007
can cake help you sleep?
pretty sure that birthday cake won't help you sleep, but that didn't stop me from having a piece. it's four-thirty-two in the a.m. and i've been awake for about an hour. but i fell asleep early. and it's friday. and i've not smoked since sunday night. but here's the burning question: will i be able to hold out over the weekend? will i be able to keep my temper under control if i see other people smoking? will the urge to jab out my eyes with a pen pass anytime soon?
i want to sleep. i NEED to sleep. see how tired i look?
see? so tired is the kari.
i want to sleep. i NEED to sleep. see how tired i look?
see? so tired is the kari.
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
can't...sleep....aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
...but hopefully the super bad-ass, hard-core sleep pill i just took will kick in soon enough.
okay, it's really just a benadryl. but in addition to being a great remedy for my itchy eyes, it makes me drowsy. it's a win-win!
not sure why i'm sleepless. may have something to do with the non-smoking fiasco, as that was my usual way of breathing deeply (even if i was deeply breathing rat poison) and relaxing. now i'm left with.... tv. but on the upside of that, many channels have now put scrubs into syndication, and falling asleep to the sound of zach braff is never a bad thing.
so now, dear reader, i will wander back into bed and await the slumber that only an over-the-counter antihistimine can provide.
okay, it's really just a benadryl. but in addition to being a great remedy for my itchy eyes, it makes me drowsy. it's a win-win!
not sure why i'm sleepless. may have something to do with the non-smoking fiasco, as that was my usual way of breathing deeply (even if i was deeply breathing rat poison) and relaxing. now i'm left with.... tv. but on the upside of that, many channels have now put scrubs into syndication, and falling asleep to the sound of zach braff is never a bad thing.
so now, dear reader, i will wander back into bed and await the slumber that only an over-the-counter antihistimine can provide.
Cyst Removal is the new black
i have a ganglion cyst on my left ringfinger. tomorrow i'll have aforementioned cyst removed at a surgeon's office. this is my hand now:
but on the upside, my thyroid medication is totally making my nails all strong and pretty.
but on the upside, my thyroid medication is totally making my nails all strong and pretty.
Monday, March 19, 2007
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