reflections on a job abandoned

i can tolerate a lot. i can take a lot of stress, abuse, etc. but i have a breaking point, as all of us do. basically it came down to the fact that i have worked too fucking hard these past few years on NOT hating myself, i don't need to be poorly paid to do it all over again.

so now i'm listening to nine inch nails, drinking cranberry juice and gmail chatting with a friend. but these next few days where i'm job hunting will provide ample time for me to catch up on housework and working on my little comic project that i toy with. maybe i'll finish that screenplay, too. and begin jogging. yeah, jogging. that's likely.