it's april fool's day -- can't think of any specific gag to pull, so i guess just some run o' the mill posting will have to suffice.
it's 8 a.m. -- everyone else in the house is still sleeping, but stress has made it impossible for me to do so right now. yeah, this is starting to weigh down on me. the interview yesterday went pretty well, i'll know more next week. i should be hired there! i'm clever! i'm smart! fuck!
it's hard doing all this prep work for moving when we don't have a place lined up yet -- that requires a good deal of money and timing and finding someone who will rent to us despite my credit and who allows a dog and blah blah blah. basically i'm becoming paralyzed by all the things i have to worry about in the coming future.
don't know if we'll actually put it on the market or just sell it to an investor group to save time. will know more on monday.
but yeah, it's depressing to a certain extent.
it's just really easy to get stuck in one's head when times like these arise.
i'm very, very lucky to have such great friends who are offering to lend a hand. it means the world to me.
i kind of wish i could just stay in bed all day and not do stuff, and not worry about where and when and how much will it cost and blah blah blah blah blah.
i know this will pass, i know we won't be living in a cardboard box on the street. i'm just .... stressed.
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